My Fears & “My” 30 Day Feed Your Dream Challenge

My Fears & My 30 Day Feed Your Dream Challenge

I fear rejection, I fear being unworthy to love. I fear being inadequate or insignificant to the world or to others. I fear failing & learning in front of people. I fear appearing weak. I fear being judged short, fat, ugly or unintelligent. I fear people’s ability to hurt me. I am afraid to trust myself or others. I fear being loved.

We can’t let our fears, steel our dreams. Or make us weak. We must face them everyday, every minute. We must speak our heart so it can live. We must follow what we believe & risk being faced with rejection. We must be ok to fail, to learn & explore.

I AM SO AFRAID of doing my 30 Day Challenge . I am painting for you, one of my dreams, 10 minutes at a time & revealing it each day flaws & all. Knowing it will be judged. Knowing it may not be good. Knowing I may fail. Knowing it probably won’t be what I wanted it to be.

I am a self taught explorer & claim no title as an artist, but I love to paint. Following my heart has changed my life in unexplainable ways. I share my fearful journey & hope it encourages others to face there fears & have courage to just try the things in life that call to there heart. What ever it may be. Even if they think they might not be good at it, even if they think they might fail. Even if they are afraid to try. Just do it!!!!

Chasing dreams, feeds the heart. It makes us stronger. It makes life better.

I found the courage to paint again after 15 years, when a 3 week snowstorm, stranded me at home & lead me on an unexpected soul search. Answers came & I was compelled to take a blind leap of faith, follow my dreams & change my life. In a year, my life, my heart, my visions for my future exploded & transformed into a whole new existence. I learned, The more I followed my heart the more amazing things became. I will never go back to the way my life was before. From this day forward I will follow my dreams, risk failure and just live from the heart in all I do.

I hope you join me on my dream chasing journey. Follow mywings.blog & share your journey with me. Together we can build dreams and become stronger !!

It’s ok to be afraid of life as long as we still live it. Just jump into life !!! It’s the funnest way down.

Debbie Smalley (Deb’e)