Keep Searching

Everything I do each day moves me closer & closer to achieving something amazing, for myself and for my family.

Victories taste sooo sweet when you hit that goal. I am learning to aim higher than I ever thought I could reach. The Things that seemed impossible 2 years ago are now within my reach. I know that I can do, whatever I put my mind to.

In my past life, when job and career were not enough to sustain me into my retirement. I was constantly searching my mind, for a financial solution. It was a heavy weight to carry. Had I really worked for 28 years, to come out at the end, with no retirement or strength to carry me through, to my golden years.

Everyone was complaining that Uncle Sam kept moving the age of retirement. I was just blond enough to secretly be grateful. I thought “Thank God!!! Now I have a few more years to get ahead.” It was like being given an extension on a deadline. Literally… get it??? DEAD line… Lol

So in the back of my mind, there was a spining wheel, constantly moving & thinking looking for a solution. Was there a job that would support me physically and spiritually. I needed a life that would take care of me, when I could no longer take care of myself. I needed to build something so strong and beautiful, that no one could ever take it from me, nor would they want to.

In my dream, for a different life. There would always be room for growth, for people, for TRAVELING, for anything. I had a vision of freedom, both financially and physically.

I wanted a peaceful place in life & a happy heart to guide me through it. I dreamed it, I breathed it, painted it, believed in it & I prayed & prayed, for years, for it. I never gave up on the thought!!! I could feel life pulling at me to keep searching , keep looking, keep reaching for the unknown.

I believe everyone has a purpose, I believe God surrounds us all and gives us the desire to drive down the unknown road, to follow by faith alone, to overcome fear; knowing, feeling, seeing, that your life, my life, his life, her life, all play some intricate roll in the world. We must all follow our own truths in life.

Learn to listen to the soul,,, It will tell you what to do, if your patient enough to listen & willing to work, for love and life.

Never quite searching for the answers to your life; I believe, Its the path less traveled, that reveals itself only to those, who are willing to walk it.

Debbie Smalley (Deb’e)

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Author: debutont

Just a woman in search of self. Looking for meaning, direction & personal growth. Living each moment as if it were the last. Conquering fears & slaying dragons as I climb my own mountain, on my terms & forge my own path to create a life worth living. I created my blog hoping others will join me on my journey & forge their own path to pursue their lives & reach for dreams. The worlds a better place for those who have a dream.

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